[Hook]
To the lonely nights, crying in my own corner
Hearts cold, alone, the devil's tryna strike a barter
I wanna hop the border, and sink into atlantis
Flirting with d**h I just wanna feel hell's kiss
[Verse 1]
What's love, what is that, someone please explain
Why the woman whom I love is the cause for all this pain
Tears stain my soul, I can't escape it
I thought I had it, Happiness why was that taken?
From my life, you almost died, you saw me cry
Highs lows and mid's you had it all
That's a moving car it doesn't crawl
Watching the blood fall, might as well been your d**h bed
Lump upside your head, bruised knee, murdered jacket
How do I relax when? my first impression was d**h
Your life flashed before my eyes, I couldn't touch your side
Or hold you near, you said its fine do I look stupid?
Questioning what am I losing? sanity's a string you snapped
You was confident i'd double back, but I'm important
Emotions dormant, my tears saved, my reality's slaved
To the days of loneliness soothed by the page
Where my blood stays saved in words sharing my pain
[Hook]
To the lonely nights, crying in my own corner
Hearts cold, alone, the devil's tryna strike a barter
I wanna hop the border, and sink into atlantis
Flirting with d**h I just wanna feel hell's kiss
[Verse 2]
It's not that bad? well you didn't have to watch it
Lying to everyone and I couldn't tell the doctors
What happened, it wasn't that said it was this
No really it was this, now take a look at this
What do you mean? I didn't do it
She did it, I didn't touch her
Though I wanted to stop, run out and just punch her
Across the face, maybe these emotions would be different
What happens when your love is too immense
I can't delete that many pictures, vids these memories haunt
Hearing your name talk of your status I feel they taunt
My heart like f** you, you wasn't nothing
Just a bump in the road, f** you as my words meet the rode
These lyrical blessings they're not my burden
But the thoughts that influence em are
From riding shotgun in the car, to wishing I ate a couple shells
f** you think you did to me, you don't know of this hell
[Hook]
To the lonely nights, crying in my own corner
Hearts cold, alone, the devil's tryna strike a barter
I wanna hop the border, and sink into atlantis
Flirting with d**h I just wanna feel hell's kiss
[Verse 3]
Look me in my eyes, what the f** you think you seeing
A man who cheated on his girl like I didn't have a reason
You stupid b**h, I don't care what you say
You're good as dead, I suggest you take one to the head
You better show me respect, I don't care now
Cuz my care's drowned in asphalt, whose at fault
It's not me, wishing I rockied, two piece to the head
Smoke weed when you're dead to celebrate, hella baked
Getting my dick s**ed by one of my new shorties
Toasting my success with business men who love snorting
Staying sober, cuz you said I can't only my liquor
My weed, and writing raps stacking rap figures
I pray you find someone better
I won't cuz I ain't searching
I ain't eager, I'm just tryna smoke reefer
Drink liquor and keep tryna
f** a bunch of angels disguised as horny white girls
[Hook]
To the lonely nights, crying in my own corner
Hearts cold, alone, the devil's tryna strike a barter
I wanna hop the border, and sink into atlantis
Flirting with d**h I just wanna feel hell's kiss