Through our the years I've shown
Nothing but the utmost respect for you
Broken every now in my body just to hold you above me
Stood quiet when you spoke, I took my thoughts and kept them to a hush
God it hurts to keep such truth behind my teeth
Hell, it's gotta pay off sometime
But when I think it's time to shed some light
To say how I really feel, I get scared
With every once of strength and fear
I let my words be heard
Drag each feeling from my mouth and set them kindly at your feet
But I was wrong to think that you would embrace my courage with open arms
The only thing I get for trying
Is the guilt from my every fault
I had wasted so much time and pride on reaching out, on love and forgiveness
To believe is to be let down
Over and over again
I guess that the only thing left to do I just give up on everything
I'll just give up on everything
I'll just give up on everything and move on