Why won't you talk to me
Won't even share a thought with me
I know I messed up but still
You used to scream at me
You used to sit and dream with me
I know I dragged us uphill
I wasted time lines, I left the building
I left the building, for a long, long time
And only hope says, that you'll forgive me
But even hope knows, it's such a long shot tonight
I guess I thought that, after a while
You'd lose the distance, stop forcing smiles
Say good to see you, and sort of mean it
When you say nothing, it's like you scream it
I can't sleep now it's 4AM, you used to call, just to say, to tell me that
And what a joke that we'd stay friends, I'm walking cross this picnic table
I saw her yesterday, she was waiting for the E train
She didn't look up the stairs
If I had been redeemed or was just some stupid stranger
I'd so just talk to you now