Today was a bulls*** day
Everything turned black and white
I never think this day would come
I never suspect my-self to lie
To lie in fornt of my own mother
And disrequard my grandfather
I mean i knew this type of situation would come towards this very day
Everybody has a breaking point
Its like i let the honor girl down
Down from her peers
Ands still i stand here
I would never suspect my grandfather to put his hands on me
But to then i dont have no respect for him
I treated him like my uncle
Knowing how could he feel growing with no father
No excuse for me but my life is crazy its like taking a pill
I real dont care cause shefni died today
And today was her last fear