He said wa**up, Jane said hi, he could tell by the look in her eye that she been f**ed over way too many times, and he promised that he wouldn't be like every guy
Time went by everything cool, two kids and a house with a pool. Moved from the hood to the burbs for the schools
Finally found a good guy didn't know what to do
She knew he'd probably leave her if she told him the truth, she kept it bottled up with prescription pills and booze
Backtrack, ten years way before they met
Growing up everything was a mess
Her mom bringing home a new guy every single night
Lotta fights, lotta s** with a lotta different men
One night, Jane's mom got too drunk and she blacked out, her man went in Jane's room and he sat down
He said she was kinda cute as he half smiled, started touching them titties blastin up in the background
She was young although didn't know nothing going on started reaching off her bed trynna grab her phone
She was barely 100 pounds, didn't even stand a chance
Oh boy, ripped her shirt then her f**ing pants, she was screaming and bleeding while she was praying to god, that this monster on top of her would f**ing stop, after a while, he got up and he stormed out wishing she was never born layin there worn out. Pretty Dominican man stole her innocence now she felt what's the point of prayin god isn't hearing it, wish that I could disappear I never thought I'd live this sh**. (never thought I'd live this sh**)
He said wa**up, Jane said hi, he could tell by the look in her eye that she been f**ed over way too many times, and he promised that he wouldn't be like every guy
Time went by everything cool, two kids and a house with a pool. Moved from the hood to the burbs for the schools
Finally found a good guy didn't know what to do
Truth is, meeting someone like him was unforeseen
Cause she was HIV positive at just 14, pa**ed it on to her kids and her man too, nightmares at the night she got ran through
She knew tellin her secret was way past do, so she got up and she went to the bathroom. Started writin down her thoughts on a paper while the man was at work and her kids in the cla**room. She couldn't help but feel like givin up and f**in dying, gettin tears on the paper couldn't stop cryin
All the years she been f**in lyin, picked up the pen and she kept writin. She loved her man and she loved her kids
She couldn't live with the guilt then she got upset, so she popped 100 pills at the f**in script
This the story bout how Jane let someone in. (never thought I'd live this sh**)
He said wa**up, Jane said hi, he could tell by the look in her eye that she been f**ed over way too many times, and he promised that he wouldn't be like every guy
Time went by everything cool, two kids and a house with a pool. Moved from the hood to the burbs for the schools
Finally found a good guy didn't know what to do
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