There I sit
see me wonder
falsely lit by
lights beside me
winter outside
freezing in me
left me to die
still here living
can't you see me
see me weeping
cry for yesterday
dreading yet tomorrow
wish that I could
erase this from memory
k** the fragments
steal the joy away
coming back here
is torture for me
still I wait there
for you to thrill me
where was the note
you left to explain me
I know you left it
just can't find it
which thing was it
my undying love or
the promises of devotion
that drove you away
just being me again
swept away by
a love most fantastic
silly me
sitting here I
wonder if you
still can hear me
hear me weeping.