Troubled mind
I have smoked a couple times
I'm lying but a lion with the lines
I'm aligned with truth and courage
Never been afraid to speak it just hurts when
Nobody is there to listen
I know, I'm very distant but I've made it so far
I don't know where my notes are
Last I recall I put on the symphonies of Mozart
Then I dozed off
I'm broke as a fiend
Focused on being the greatest ever with a little bit of that coke in my genes
I got dope rhymes
I swear, I don't need a cosign
I'm so kind with the meanest flow
I apologize, I don't mean to boast
But you better be ready for the fire and learn to sweat
I work like my worth is debt and to earn respect
Sometimes I'm a nervous wreck but I, I'm sorry
Everything is better when I'm alone
I can hear the wind and my own vocals
I got a confession
The seconds I spend in a dark room is stress and aggression
I'm left with - hold up
I don't know what I'm saying
Sometimes it feels like you're leaving me God because everybody all of a sudden completely forgot
The reason I'm not speaking to you
It's the pain and emotion
I might take a break but prolly fade in a moment
I just wanna feel good, celebrate and eat cake with the closest friends of mine
Until then I look in the mirror like I'm facing opponents
But I'll be honest, I had different intentions
I didn't know I would end up in the same room
Coming up with vivid expressions
I sit in a mess and create the most precious
I visit depression too often to reminisce and accept that
I'm better than I used to be
I'm doing me and a lot more
I got no other way to go, I'll say it slow
I'm elevating
Sometimes I think of being the greatest
I mean I'm twenty but feeling like Michael with the blue and white
I got the flu tonight, I'm so ill; it's game five
Feel the ba**line that's suicides
Never defeated though my shoes are tied
Swear I'm going up like that Tuesday vibe
I ain't slipping, I move with pride
Just pray with me
I keep it a hunnit
I don't care for the commas
I came for the crown
I don't need it I want it
I'm too obsessed
It's like three in the morning
I'm buried deep with emotions and the coldest rhymes
I'm close to making it but my hope is fading quick
Lord embrace me it's only time