I've been trying my hardest, but it's not good enough
I'm back where I started, when life was tough on me
There's only so much you can do when it's started
Pull away, pull away, just pull away
You can try to no avail to discard it
Go away, go away, just go away
Just go away
Solve all of my problems, for everyone but me
How is that a solution or recovery?
I've done it again, let down my closest friend
At least he used to be until I pushed you away
You'll never understand and I'll never understand
How I could do these things when I miss you more than anything
I stopped my ill behavior and I'm up off the floor
It didn't stop the pain, it cleared the way for more, much more
I've done it again, let down my closest friend
At least he used to be until I pushed you all away from me
You'll never understand, I don't understand
How I could do these things when I miss you more than anything
I've done it again, let down my closest friend
At least he used to be until I pushed you far away from me
You'll never understand 'cause I'll never understand
How I could do these things when I miss you more than anything