I find it hard to be lighthearted when all I'm looking for is an honest f**
Just like it is to fight the feeling when it's easier to just give up
Oh, just like me to make such a big deal
When it wasn't for what could have been
Here's the problem
It's never the ones that I want that call
Can I be happy I'm even thought of at all?
It's never the ones that I want that call
Be happy, be happy
I'm not as empty as I used to be
I'm not as empty as I used to
It's simple
Don't ask, don't tell
I'm not going out, I'm not going out
I'm not going out tonight tonight
I'm not going out, I'm not going out
No more painting walls
No hopes at all
No time investing in an obsession
But I'll see you there tomorrow cause I'll be thinking of her
And somehow, my friend, you always know how to k** it
You're always getting in it