[Verse 1]
It's not me, though
You say it's you, you don't mean to be so blasé
But babe I don't believe you
Aren't I good people? Am I not your equal?
Do it all for you, I don't do it for the people
Maybe I should've 'cause they don't seem to hate me
You can't seem to stand my voice, all my people rate me
When did I even hurt you? Was it something I said?
That I didn't realise I said, I said something that weren't meant?
To offend you but it did, well if I did then, I'm sorry
I apologised, and you just try and take my face from me
I'm just trying figure you out. Recently you've been distant
How can I communicate with calls that weren't recent?
Decent, I try to be but you push bu*tons, dude
I'm just trying be the best for you, you don't see it through
I can't help your voice, if you don't hear me speak
I can't make you stronger, if you keep making me weak
But I still...
[Hook: Jhene Aiko]
But I believe in HER
[Verse 2]
Let me through your smoke screen, I'm done with the heat
Still waters run deep but you're an ocean that don't sleep so
What am I do to when your rain crashes my windows?
Bring you to the top of the world, just to see you pitfall?
Pin-balling, rain-storming, I can't be free from you
Living aside of this, I still believe in you
Maybe you should try to do that yourself
This pain and confusion ain't getting no rest
Back in the day I would stay, keeping you warm and maintained
Trust and the smiles every day, now you don't call me, so hey
I guess I'll miss you, I'll drop you a quick text
Hoping that you read it, maybe you're just stressed or
Maybe you're really busy, I don't even know
But I'm here if you need me and I ain't letting you go
So you can be mad at the little things, I frustrate you
I'm convinced you hate me, so I guess I kinda rate you for
Sticking it out, screaming and shouting but we're fighting it, too
I'm just tryna resolve sh**, I'm not tryna fight you
So baby please believe my realest words
I'm just tryna ease your war with yourself, I know it's hard to accept
But I still...
[Hook]