[Verse 1]
I
Never thought it would be true
Never thought it could be you
That would bury this knife through skin
Be the one to turn his back on a friend
Close the curtains on an act
That shouldn't end
Tales pouring out my mind
And I can't decide
If I wanna bide
Just a little more time
To try and find answers
To questions in life
That are constantly bringing me strife
Where did this all go wrong
Cause you know I could've sworn
That the bond we had was so strong
Guess I was gone for too long
And distance didn't make your heart grow too fond
Of me
So you chose to conceive
The most evilest of plans
To crush
Everything that I laid in your hands
Things I can never get back
So now I'm left looking at
The time that we first met
And nothing was said
Cause nothing was needed
Both of our fires were feeding
The eyes of desire
Opened up wider and wider
Higher and higher
Something like a fantasy
In a world of dreams
It turns out that it was just another nightmare
(Nightmare)
[Verse 2]
Yeah I was caught in your glare
Frozen in headlights
And I never dared
To break your sights
Cause I was always to scared
That things just might
Begin to fall away from us
And I never wanted to break your trust
Didn't want things to feel too rushed
So I sat back
And I laughed at
Every mishap
That I tried to combat with words
But they never worked
Because they were never heard
Thrown in the mix
But never fully stirred
Fully burned out
Like smoke floating in the wind
Dabbling twisting turning through sin
Can I make amends
For the letters that I sent?
Looking back now
They never should've left
Though you were the best
I know everything ends
And I cannot pretend
That I could be friends
The one who set the sail
For betrayal
Enabled it to prevail
And too afraid to admit it was real