[Verse 1: Gem CoDE]
See I get up get out; now I'm on my way to you
Try to keep it simple; but sh**, it sound so deep to you
Cruising through life with a loaded blut
Some days I wish it was a loaded gun...so I could
End the misery; wish i had a time machine to see
What the future holds for me
See, the present is a gift I would mind returning b
See, my baby mama left me and she took the kids too
Then I lost my job, lets just say that's strike two
Strike three would have to be my lack of sleep
Cause i've been grinding late trying to find a way to eat
See, I been thinking should I shoot?
Or put my feet in concrete
See if I can swim deep
n***a, living ain't cheap
If the lord is my shepherd; guess that i'm that black sheep
My n***as tell me chill, my mind tell me different things
Like "n***a, jump. trust me you don't need the wings"
[Hook 1: Gem CoDE 2X]
They say that angel sing..
I....I wonder what demons do
Wonder what demons do
Wonder what demons do
[Verse 2: Gem CoDE]
I'm thinking twice look at a picture that my daughter drew
Damn, shes only two
Man, shes only two
Conscious screaming "stupid motherf**er SHOOT!"
They left five weeks ago and never thought about calling you
n***a, they ain't missing you
You know what you should do?
Treat that ratchet like a flute, and blow your brains aways
And as he's shooting, the phone's ringing
Keeps ringing; rings again
And at this point his voice mail is answering..
Shorty on the other side..so pa**ionate
Baby screaming,"where's daddy at? where's daddy at?"
[Hook 2: Gem CoDE 2X]
See, daddy's posted up in a puddle of his blood
Crazy that he died thinking no one gave a f**
All he needed was...love
All he needed was love