[Intro: Geemmac]
The last drop makes the bottle run over, bottled emotions
[Verse 1: Geemmac]
Lately i've been doing sh** I said I never would
Expressing myself's just something that I've never understood
Thats opening up
Opening up and chugging down a beer understand this ain't me
Just trying to understand why pops chose this over family
Over me
I always did put on his shoes growing up
Chugging down emotions till I'm throwing up
Too many bottled emotions thats thoughts left unspoken and promises broken, my heart has been stolen the bottle won't open, lets break that b**h open
Im not drunk but I sure can pretend too
She don't love me but I hope she pretends too
Don't understand why your still in my thoughts
Still overthinking if you loved me or not
I lied to your face cause I knew we'd make up
Then I lied with a s*ut to forget the break up
b**h
You pushed me away and have the nerve to ask if I'm doing okay
Yea I'm doing okay, just making mistakes, my fam is away, and my friends all betrayed
I gave up whats left so I guess I'm all right
I guess you could say oh i guess you could stay
Baby please stay oh I'm begging you stay why you walking away
She left
I hated my life so I left home
Oh dad I'm sorry, I'm sorry I left you, I left you alone, I was making more money, you where taking out loans, oh I felt so alone
Nights I would tell you I was doing so good then I'd cry out my life when I hung up the phone
Salt Lake city I felt so alone
From 915 but they ain't put me on
Shout out to the ones who believed in my songs
Shout to the ones who believed from the start who had me in their heart, cause at times I didn't
And did some sh** that I got to confess
[Bridge: Geemmac]
Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me
Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me
Oh do I let, oh do I let
Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me
I put on a smile and I claim that I'm fine
But the smiles a cover, see Im dying inside . x2
[Verse 2: Geemmac]
Im tired of being patient, Im tired of issues
Im tired of frustration, Im tired of disputes
Should I put a gun to my head and just shoot
Should you piss me off and i'll take it out on you
Thats bottled emotions and thoughts left unspoken and promises broken my heart has been stolen
The bottle won't open we'll break that b**h open
If you knew what emotions have made me done
Bottled emotions are loaded guns
I've burn bridges don't care who's on
If you knew what emotions have made me done
Bottled emotions are loaded guns
I've burn bridges don't care who's on
If you knew what emotions have made me done
If you knew what emotions have made me done
[Outro: Geemmac]
Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me
Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me
Oh do I let, oh do I let
Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me
I put on a smile and I claim that I'm fine
But the smiles a cover, see Im dying inside
Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me
Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me