I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way tasted
And even though your friends tell me your doin' fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you
When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder; was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all...
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup runnin' down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape;
'Cause I'm not fine at all...
The pictures that you sent me, they're stil l livin' in my phone
I admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone
And all my friend keep asking why you're not around...
It hurts to know your happy, yeah it hurts that you've moved on
It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long
It's like we never happened, what is just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?
'Cause I'm not fine at all...
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup runnin' down your face
And the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them
Like every-single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
If today I woke up with you right beside me
Like all of this was just some twisted dream;
I'd hold you closer than I ever did before
And you'd never slip away, you'd never hear me say:
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the makeup runnin' down your face
And the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them
Like every-single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way if felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all...
I'm really not fine at all...
Tell me this is just a dream
I'm really not fine at all