"i wanna do the right thing.
I wanna go back.
I.... i.... i can- i can start again.
I can change.
I can- i can help.
I just need a.... need to rest up for a little while.."
"... Y U NO RESPONSE"
Black cloud,
The sorrow of a thousand birds
The fading distance, and
I hold u close
But this time
It's hopeless and heartless
Pointless and useless,
Soaked with pain
-
I wake up a minute before alarm... then my thoughts are start to come.
Few seconds later I recalling your name. . . your name, n then, then you.
I'm lying a while, counting seconds, thinking of days, remembering things,
Then I open my eyes and see that nothing has changed..
I need a word from you.
It makes me feel so low
I did this f**in' trip
Just tell me f'ing NO
I hoped it was the end!
But it was just the begining.
FFFUU!
I had a dream last night
That there's no ..
There's no time
There's no distances n pain
I'm sorry ... but I hate 2 wait
I feel something new
You are drawing me on
Thru this heaviest rain
To the brightest dawn
Highest clouds went pink
Transparent, came f**ing ease
With this lightness in the skies
Hope in air and the blinding light
Birds came home
And brought us Spring
...but they were on broken wings
I went back to the desert
f**ing ruined and alone
"i share rooms with her.
Our relationship is normal' conforming.
-Excellent.
We share nothing...but space.
What is she doing to me?"
This time, my feelings failed me
I thought that it was reciprocal but ITS NOT!
It was just a lie
Now all I got is blazing in my mind
OHH NO! Now everything is gone.
We were so f**ing close.
I died without ... YOUR RESPONSE.