And then it happened, I was only fifteen
My older brother slit his wrists tried to leave the scene
I was upstairs when I realized
Heard my Mother scream and I felt paralyzed
Heard my Father cry out and ask 'Why?'
I was praying to God that my brother didn't die
Had so many thoughts, so many questions
Nobody told me my family's history of depression
On that day I swear it all changed
I could never be the same [x2]
This all happened right before Christmas break
And every night I'd sat in my bed wide awake
They had him in a hospital I visited on Christmas day
Couldn't think of a worse way to spend the holiday
But what's done is done is done, now we chill all day
We talked one time, he said he wouldn't change a thing
That made him who he is, that changed everything
Nowadays we kick it and can talk about anything
On that day I swear it all changed
I could never be the same [x4]