Fighting addiction for 5 years and I haven't turned twenty
Putting sh** in my nose took a lot from me
I'm talking money friends and respect for myself
It's a slippery slope and yeah man I fell
Started as a soph*more, no big deal
Now it's starting to cost more, to get that feel
Plus I want it more than ever
That's my cover from the stormy weather
But I'm not a junkie right?
Nah just doing it every night
It's some bullsh** try it once you might be done
I remember blowing 15's then hitting the party
Don't remember sh** else but feeling sorry
When I woke up, last night I was doped up
Acting a fool throwing up and pa**ing out
These are a few things that I'm really not about
Eventually I just dropped pills for good
But i kept doing the same sh** that other shady people would
I remember my first line of white
Got 1 wanted 2, there goes that whole night
So I was doing that for awhile here and there
Leave the function to get blown sh** we don't care
Those were fast times, not that long ago
But ask if I wanna blow then Imma tell ya no
Got cats out here tripping face
Taking whatever whenever going outta space
Whether your popping a pill or sniffing a line
It doesn't matter all that's gonna catch up in due time [x2]