When I stare at the photos on my wall
I realise that
I hardly recognise me anymore
And it makes me feel
Like I’m not real
What makes this my nose
And not yours?
When u look in my eyes
Are you in awe
Or just bored?
If so much of me is circumstance
What does that leave?
I’ve lost control of my agency
What can I achieve
When I let them
Dictate my
Psychology?
Can’t walk away from the noise
When it’s in your own head
But silence is the loudest
All thosе things left unsaid
I’m glad you opened up to mе
Whether things will change I guess we’ll have to wait and see
And I know you’re trying honestly
I’m just scared I’ll rely on you too easily
Learning to let go was hardest part of eighteen
Without my friends I’d still be stuck in between
Two minds about what could change
It couldn’t stay the same
Can’t string along an idea
That'll never come true
But heartbreak taught me lessons
Long overdue
I trust you’re being honest with me
I’ve just had my fair share of fake guarantees
And I know we’ve had a horrible week
But let’s forget about for today and hope it won’t repeat