[Verse 1]
I find it real hard on my energy
To take your sh** off of my centerpiece
I need you to go rep my set for me
I'm traveling inward, endless
Footsteps in a blizzard that's hellish
I'm sure you could teach me another time
But right now I'm expressing my helpless
I know in the end I will never find
A state that I can't recover from
Zen grief? DJ Khaled, another one
Laughter, tears, and unusable bubble gum
Back to fear and the usual crummy luck
I don't have to pretend I don't give a f**
Ego d**h and the body's is soon to come
I'll cum on your face if your name is Fate
And f** faith all it made me was late
I got that sh** in my dresser to make you go
"woo," and then, "swag," and then, "woo," and then die again
I got some books on my desk that I'd tell you I'm interested in
But I know that's a lie
I go the glyphs on my arm I forgot how to read
Instructions on walls, I forgot how to breathe
Pota**ium gluconate, iron, magnesium
Zinc, and a bunch of Aleve
I cannot stress this enough
I am ecstatic as f**
I am erratic as f**
Ambivalent feelings I'll always be stuck in
Torturous peace keeps my energy tucked in
I'll drown in this bliss with a side of forlorn
Hell hath no wrath like an ego that's scorned
Worn like a crown of thorns, swept up by power storms
I don't know how your born out of this sh**
[Verse 2]
Tell me you hate me, I need to suffer
k** me over and over, I'll still recover
f**ed d**h in it's mouth with a broken rubber
I've been laughing at weaknesses I discovered
A basket of flesh with no real perception
Trying to form an opinion on Zen and grief
I just follow instructions from make-believes
I just call for destruction like baby teeth
Where is God? I'm supposed to be stoned to d**h
Here the cops are the gods that give stoners d**h
Science project that failed cause he overslept
I just ate apple pie, and the Lord wept
I just paid with a Proof of Concord Kept to my many absolving facsimile
I'll keep bleeding until there's no more left in my enemy's enemy's enemy
[Chorus]
I tried to keep you from getting wings cause my grades don't reflect my intelligence
The thing that prevents me from getting things is a factor that shouldn't be relevant
Let go or be dragged over Otta Seal on an unending road to your tenement
Don't bother I've already got a deal with an unhappy curse as my settlement
An unhappy curse is my settlement