[J.A.M.E.S. Watts - whispering intensifies to normal voice]
...I spent so much time...
..spent so much time...
I spent so much, spent so much...
Listen...
I spent so much time thus far in the same spaces
No aim, this pain never changes
And I'm runnin' in place tryna keep up with the world's paces
Made me come to grips that I'm faceless
And, choices I made, they ain't been the best
A slave to the game, I'm at the street's behest
I'm accountable, can't move this weight without a rest
It became, insurmountable, I'm sorry for the stress
For the tears that you tasted, all these years that we wasted
We both still alive, but I wouldn't say that we made it
We, got a whole lotta work to do
And even thought it may be difficult, it's worth to do
I hope that, works for you, I already made it worse for you
Now I wanna put you first, improve
On this love, on our past, on our future together
Erase this black cloud, we got used to forever
And better this bond, I'll admit you never been wrong
I was always off-key on how I played on this song
But now it's gone...and I'm ready just to take this
To where it always should've been, I hope I have your patience
...I hope I have your patience
[Hook: Frank G.]
I can't, imagine
Goin' on without you, baby
Though I've, done wrong
I find I think about you lately
Inside, of me
There's a change I can't deny
I just hope I have you here
Because I know you're my life
[J.A.M.E.S. Watts]
Uh, you really made my nights so long as you walk this tightrope
Between right and wrong, but I don't judge
Though this battle in my head almost drove me to the ledge
I'm your very best, friend and I'm in love
My sun (son), therefore, you are my light
Devil tempts me to run, but you are my life
Didn't wanna go to war yet I earned my stripes
And a fair share of scars as proof of my fight
You said, you couldn't help it, left me feelin' helpless
My need to be selfless was selfish
And your apologies, yeah I hear 'em
In fact, I just wanna take this time to give 'em all back
Cause eveything you are, I made, what you have I gave
Made a promise to be your rock, so now I can't cave
And now, I can't hide from the truth
This is us together, God willing, this is us forever
Only need one "u" (you) to make, us
It's better for me to have you than not, so I trust we'll sever
All resentments the past brought forth
And pain is a certain as the rain, of course
But any hate you feel, I'mma fight with full force
And any love I have, rest a**ured that it's yours
...It's yours
[Hook]