[Sample]
Home is where they say the heart is
Mine's buried in the yard
Hell's a place they say is for sinners
I'll be the man in charge
[Verse]
There's no point to this life
You just live and you die
Friends at your service with tears in they eyes
They'll weigh you down
Put you deep in the dirt
In a week or a month
They forget 'bout your birth
So f** all that working
Minimum wage cos' I know I deserve 'em
Shouted to million, a palace in Spain
In two or three years over a hole in my brain
f**
I'm so far from normal
I'm asking myself am I scared of my d**h
I never can answer cos' being alive is my only regret
So f**ing depressed
I'm just suicidal
I know that you'd be this way too if you knew all that I know
I know that I'm nothing
Just wasting away
Often I think that today is the day
Often I hope that tomorrow don't come
Momma I know you ain't proud of your son
I - turn to these d**
Cos' I like how I feel when I don't
That's just the way that I go
Roll up a blunt then I smoke
Take my emotions and hide and then go - o
Never had nothing to lose
I don't got nothing to prove
I don't know nothing 'bout you
I'm just alone in my tomb
Working on tunes, smooth, new
I will be lonely at such a young age
Only 19 but I feel 88
Pa** me the blunt and I'll flow with the smoke
Up in the clouds with some blood on my coke
[Sample]
Home is where they say the heart is
Mine's buried in the yard
Hell's a place they say is for sinners
I'll be the man in charge