[Verse 1]
I look in the mirror and i hate what i see
Man i hate how I'm living
Different pills every week cause i need em to sleep
And i got no prescription
Got stains on my shirt
Smoking blunts when i hurt, but they barely work
Load the barrel and burst a big hole thru my body
Might cop a few Xans, live my life as zombie
Where no one could find me
Police wouldn't try me
Light up the bong, take some hits & I'm flying
Nothing could feel any better than dying
I'm right where you left me
Always felt happiness, even thru texting
Your voice would echo all in my mind
Borrow my heart and I'll borrow your time
[Verse 2]
Treat you the way that i wanted to, all of the sh** that i done for you
Vanquished from all of your memories, hope you remember me
Your mortal enemy, everything everyone hate
Born by mistake
So what you expect?
Alone in my room with a knife at my neck
Cut right to the left and I know that I'm dead
I hope that your happy
Can't even look at me, I hate my reflection
And if I die early, they'll blame my depression
The Devil just knocked and i think that ill let him in
Side of my mind, he can take what he needs cause without it I'm fine
He insert and rewind all the time that we spent
If he gave me a price, I'd pay down to the cent
([Verse 1+Verse 2])