feels like fall in august
hope i don't fall off my promise
that i will be with you in a year
i know it seems like forever
but we just need a fall and a winter
and spring and a summer to disappear
well i've seen it happen
it's just one long pattern
and it just goes faster i feel
and less clear like a broken mirror
what do you make of the reflection my dear
do you think what am i doing here
and our friends think we're weird i know
but thats not what i want it to show
well we've got problems
but i think we could solve them
at least say enough is enough
see i said i was sorry
and you said you were sorry
and that they didn't mean anything to us
well at least not me
i never saw what you'd seen
i mean was it love or was it lust
or an awkward touch or a nervous blush
were you giving in or giving up
sometimes i feel like i know
sometimes i feel like i don't
but mostly i feel like i won't
i heard he treated you like a joke just a side note
young girl with the city lights in her eyes
and were you surprised when he gave you the time
no severed ties just sorry lies
and just cloudy skies and just wondering why
he was spending so much time at nyu
and just dried up tears like who really cares
about everything that we'd been through
well you know that i do
and i hope that you do to
but you never begged me to move