I'm growing too weak to stand here on my own two feet
And if I fall, will I ever find the comfort?
And if I fall, will I ever return to you?
If I let this state of mine decide
How I fumble through my life
All the pieces of my broken heart
Can't build me a way to your blinding sight
Cannot find me a way to all that is right
I continue on, I know that I will never return
Not now, not ever
All my thoughts have been lost
Taken by ghosts that haunt the living
Did I ever care about anything other than how I appear?
I left who I am on the inside to die
To give the surface a fighting chance
To paint the picture of who I am
All this fear I hid inside, you promised to take from m
Perfect love is all I need to make me strong, not weak
So take this burden from me, leaving me white as snow
Take this burden from me and make me, make me whole
All my faults are made strong
Much harder to wipe from my conscience
Reinforced by my own self-destruction, oh
Pick yourself up off the floor
Pick yourself up off the floor
I continue on, I know that I will never return
Not now, not ever
This isn't a dream where I just wake up
I've hit the bottom with no rope to pull me up
To get me out, get me out
Caught on the other side of the divide