Intro:
sh**,i sit and think why
We all have to go through this bullsh**
Corrupt world,no hope but our families is what we
Don't understand holds the key to our survival
Verse 1:
I barely have time to think
I'd rather,sit back and dream
Get high,just to release the stress
And to forget what my past has seen
So I get drunk to release the steam
Drown my face in the whiskey stream
And walk around and talk sh** like im king
But nobody ever f**s with a thug in the streets
Ima spit real feelings,true dealings that left
Sins unforgiven and im mad cuz I acted to late on
My own suspicions,i feel worthless,unpermitted
To be dealt such a cruel hand
I worked my a** off with my two hands
And this is what I get when the truth plans
And I can't fight back when the truth stands/
(HOOK)You Wonder Why
Im Like this
Verse 2:
So i,smoke another blunt,drink another fifth
And walk down this road
Where it ends no one knows
But f** it,im here to face this all alone
Cause i,been dealt with stupid hand
Crooked friends,stupid brands
Of accusation
And they don't understand,they just keep saying
sh**,we'll this is what you get when you get me frustrated
Its payday and I pay my bills but have no money left
For food or new clothes/
I gotta keep hustlin,but im strugglin
Cause the cops keep pushin me down everytime im up again/
No one hits up my phone/
Unless they want sumthin,cause ain't nobody
Tryna f** with me cause if they do
They know d**hs gonna be close/
And you wonder why
(Hook)