[Intro]
I got ya, action
[Chorus]
I'm never at home so it's heavy back home
I never let go, said I never let go
I'm seeing my baby post up with a new man
It's so easy these days to forget who I am
My old friends gonna hate me
My new friends gonna lie
They don't wanna see me make it
They don't wanna see me shine
And I been running out of patience
Spending all my time
Been spending the money I been making
Still staying on my grind
My homie, I'm sorry
Momma I'm sorry, Daddy I'm sorry, oh Zela I'm sorry
[Verse 1: Gyyps]
These haters gonna put me on ten, talking that sh**
Y'all judging from a distance
Ain't giving no interest
Ain't none of your business
And my Gucci like Vans
Momma called me Hollywood just cause I wouldn't paint the fence
I made my amends and I pay my own rent
I make what I can, coming straight from the depths
Stay lit homie had to hit 'em with a set
A chain with a Swisher Sweets hanging from my neck
The gang keep feeding me thousand-dollar checks
Spend it when I get it like a fool just to flex
More money and more women in my apartment
More problems, more gossip, regardless
They can say it's all gravy , gettin' poppin'
But all this ain't all that it's some bullsh**
That's 100
[Chorus]
[Verse 2]
Put a lil' something in the bank
Keep a few hundred for the day
Sleeping on couches through the day
Every night, studio ay
Pull up in the baby blue Jeep
Tryna say I ain't doing me, b**h still HD
You can still call me Hay-C, if you go back with me if you know that let me know
I'm checking myself, and question my work
Created a hell, just looking for a Heaven on Earth
I'm faded for real, I'm feeling like I'm never alert
But a deal is a deal, I ain't trippin'
Made a couple decisions, but sh**, i can't remember i know its hard to forgive me, I said that I'm sorry I'm in it, and still a part of me feels that I've been misrepresented
I'm not finished, I'm not finished, I'm not
I'm not giving this up
I'm tired and I'm stuck, my time is in a rush, my tires in a rut
If not, I'm still pushing
I'm the next up and I could give a f** if y'all was in the club cause y'all was just looking
[Chorus]