[Verse 1: themindofdre]
They calling me soul, I feel it in the spirit
Make the people say "Ho, oh no he really did it
With the feelin' of a villain who finally conquered earth"
Take it to another level and capture the universe
But, society deems me as an outcast
Never fittin' in like a beer in a shot gla**
Trapped inside my mind, time is the enemy
Maybe I multiply so turnin' me [...?]
So maybe then I can be everything that everyone
Meeting the demands, damn it
My head is a pendulum, swinging back and forth
Middle finger's raised, I'm crazy like Betty Ford
I'm in her clinic, I blaze up
So I can fade away, and maybe then forget it
The way I'm falling out with my brother in armageddon
But the path I'm headin' in is better than any direction I'm lookin' in
Either way the sun is set
[Hook: themindofdre]
Sayin'
Hey, yo
I'm never givin' up my, fans for
Just a part of life
Friends and the enemies
Enemies and the friends
Damn baby, it's a part of life
I'm saying
Hey, yo
I'm never givin' up my, fans for
Just a part of life
Friends and the enemies
Enemies and the friends
God damn it, it's a part of life
[Verse 2: themindofdre]
You feelin' yourself, like you will masturbate
Man, it's corny as hell
People say I'm hating but, I criticize myself to the fullest
'Til it's off piercin' the heart, like the tip of a bullet
I'm sitting in the darkness, with a cup of henessey
Wonderin' how the hell, this lady that got the best of me
Callin' on my drug when, she was really doing 'em
Shooting inside the arm, surrounding herself with hooligans
Keeping all the secrets, friends and family blowing up my cellphone
This turnin' into a calamity, borderline insanity
The first time I cried in an unforgettable time
I'm facin' destiny
People try to understand love when it's going wrong
I don't get it, either I documented inside the song
She was dead wrong, forever a part of me
Never again, sh**tin' on the heart of my sleeve
[Hook: themindofdre]
[Verse 3: themindofdre]
They say you and I, will never be the same
A couple years ago I didn't believe the claim
Never regret it, anything but yo I take it back
I'm looking at you funny the day that you gave her a wedding ring
Grimy a** ho, skeezer in the making
But you made her a wife, the loyalty she be fakin'
Like an orgasm, on a p**nstar
Matter of fact, I'm fitting
The shadow of the image that you be takin', quakin'
Inside of her shoes, I'm calling her out
"b**h, why you had to kick it do a dude?"
Happened to be a friend, part of the inner circle
You nervous so I pretend I'm never trying to hurt you
But you took a side, calling that you[?] suicide
Look at the bigger picture, (instead just tell me who'll ride)[???]
I'll die[?], me and a future wife
f** it I had enough, this is a part of life
[Hook: themindofdre]