[Verse 1] All of the hours I've spent on this sh** Going through pages, obsessing about every bit Begging and trying to build my way up So tell me, is it lonely at the top? [Pre-Chorus] Blow the smoke Crack the code Find the knot, untie it Count to ten Hold my breath It's my war, why fight it? [Chorus] 'Cause it's there every time And it's too late to learn You will never be mine I know that it's her turn I know that's it's her turn When will it be mine? I know that's it's her turn [Verse 2] Reading the words that I've written for you And I'm painting the walls with a promise that never comes true
It should be me that you see when you wake It should be me by the end of your day [Pre-Chorus] Blow the smoke Crack the code Find the knot, untie it Count to ten Hold my breath It's my war, why fight it? [Chorus] 'Cause it's there every time And it's too late to learn You will never be mine I know that it's her turn [Bridge] Why does she keep stepping in front of me? Why do I need to go through this? Why does she keep popping up all over? I know that's it's her turn When will it be mine? I know that's it's her turn