[Hook: Monty C. Benjamin & FEVAH]
Maybe i'm
Living this life
Just to pa** the time
Tell me am i do-ing
This right
Or just pa**ing time
Am i living anyway
Or just pa**ing time
Can i find my purpose
On this earth
Just pa**ing time
Verse:
Check it
No big homie's in attendance
No a**istance
We go
As far as we can
Till the weekend
We gotta devote
All of our energy
In hennessy
And
Cuzo come bring the weed in
I barely smoke
But life can throw
You so far in the deep end
You can come out
With more vices
Than you started with
Just tryna figure out
The heart of it
Artist sh**
Talk philosophies
In our apart-a-ment
Going back
And forth about our views
And they seem all correct
But what if we wrong
What do we do?
Which way do we go?
And what do we choose?
Honestly i don't know
But while we wonder what the meaning is
We get distracted
Cause we tryna get a decent gig
So we can live
That ain't the way i came to set it straight
Say you need rewiring
Then you detonate
How are you at your worst job
Tryna find a better day
But i don't think you heard me tho
Let that marinate
Hook:
Maybe i'm
Living this life
Just to pa** the time
Tell me am i do-ing
This right
Or just pa**ing time
Am i living anyway
Or just pa**ing time
Can i find my purpose
On this earth
Just pa**ing time
Verse2:
Listen
It's trial & error
But whatever we gone
Practice homie
You think the win is in the bag
And then that get stolen
Tryna put it back together you done lost
Yo focus
And tomorrow same thing
What a revolving door
And man
I need to
Find me a better way
Or find me a shrink
To talk to before things escalate
I feel i'm on borrowed time
But who lending it anyway
I got talent that's rich in thought
But it ain't made penny weight
So here i stare
At the ceiling like the answers up there
Hoping it falls into my lap and tell me
Life is unfair
I know that
We all dream to make it in this biz
But no ones explaining what "it" is
I mean god someone
Give me the knowledge
Come and show love
I got a date with
Destiny i'm bout to own her
Cause time
Doesn't change us
It only unfolds us
Just take a second on what i just said
Hold up
Hook:
Maybe i'm
Living this life
Just to pa** the time
Tell me am i do-ing
This right
Or just pa**ing time
Am i living anyway
Or just pa**ing time
Can i find my purpose
On this earth
Just pa**ing time
(Breakdown)