I don’t know myself
Couple days ago I found some help
My friends try and tell me i’m not the same
I tell them Im ok, i hide in the pain
But if people looked inside my head
They’d tell me im the one that’s goin’ insane
Im getting to the point where Im hitting the ground
My words so quiet but my thoughts so loud
I decided me and life should go our seperate ways
Everyone’s leaving but the demon always stays
They say to stay happy I’m not doing so well
They say pain is prison let me out of my cell
Yeah I give my love out to somebody else
But yet im feelin empty for lovin myself
Yeah I tried to get up, trip on crack and I fell
Two trapped one body, demon put me in its spells
I don’t know myself
Couple days ago I found some help
My friends try and tell me i’m not the same
I tell them Im ok, i hide in the pain
But if people looked inside my head
They’d tell me im the one that’s goin’ insane
Yeah I’ve got to the point where Im hitting the ground
My words so quiet but thoughts so loud
My thoughts so loud
Grab the last thing i see on the shelf
Pack all my bags ,and try to get out
I see the train coming, I forgot to shout
I see the train leavin, I tried not to pout
And even though I know people love me
The ones that did most never stick around
But I’m trying so hard to make everyone proud
I’m so forgettable, especially in crowds
I don’t know myself
Couple days ago I found some help
My friends try and tell me i’m not the same
I tell them Im ok, i hide in the pain
But if people looked inside my head
They’d tell me im the one that’s goin’ insane
Yeah I’ve got to the point where Im hitting the ground
My words so quiet but thoughts so loud
My thoughts so loud