[Verse 1]
January 6... hit bottom at long last
Heart full of fear, veins full of x-ray contrast
Never been panicking more in my life
The damn doctor is telling me it's nothing
But I know that I'm damn right
But can't fight this alone
Every time I can feel I feel like my heart's going to explode
It's like terror without pain, still, even though I'm squeaky-clean
Anything to leave me at the bottom of a deep ravine
[Chorus]
Dream tonight
By Luna's light
[Verse 2]
I'm feeling miserable, one thing after another
I'm feeling like crap, did I stutter?
And there goes another rapper, another rock star
With his happiness lashed to his d**, I
Can't stop wanting to be with the world though
Even though to me it's a friggin' mental inferno
A little bit driven to drink in every experience
Delirious with the fear of it, f** it, I never learn so
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
I wake up sweating about commitments
I gotta finish the setlist, and be the Fresh Prince of Richmond
Without even thinking, I can't stop referencing pony
So throw me up on the podium, see how I handle all of the panels
I'm spinning round, I'm a fan, I'm not a celebrity
Not ready for many more than four when I'm trying to perform voices
Guzzling hot lemon and rooibos
Acetaminophen, peanut bu*ter, and adenoids is burning
My voice is faltering, I lost it
Ten thousand eyes watching from the darkness
Okay Flutters, just calm down, you got this
Make them eyes pop out their sockets, watch this
[Chorus]