[Verse: Fatt Kidd]
I hear 'em talking in my sleep and sh**
Probably something that I should have kept a secret
I don't ever fight but I tend to beef and sh**
I got demons that a pastor told me exist
The new fad is to act like you got a problem
When I done been to therapists and they couldn't solve 'em
So what the f** I'm supposed to do with all these emotions?
I don't think I'm retarded but sh** I need some closure
Now every time I mention d**h they just think I'm joking
Like I be driving eyes closed just so you can know it
No I don't talk about it cause you probably say I need Jesus
But Jesus couldn't help his self so tell me how to believe it
Growing up I really learned what a Christian was
They'll stab you in your f**ing back like a n***a does
Eleven years old, into liquor and them d**
The same God you say I need put this here for us
Now tell me why my parents had to have a favorite child
Why my daddy had to say that and break me down?
I could have finished school if that didn't make me clown
Then I do it on my own now I make him proud
Man I could have been a lawyer or a doctor
But I was running with them n***as with them choppers
Thinking 'bout the people saying I have problems
Just a lil' kid wishing I could stop them
[Bridge]
Gonna end it all
Stop abusing your self
You got no one else
Do what you do
Do what you do
Do what you do
Do what you do
But do it for me
Yeah
Do it for me
Yeah