I want to die sometimes
I start feeling weak
But I know I can't
I'll miss out on all the good things in life
I'm feeling weak now
I've never felt so weak in my life
Too much
I'm hurting
I feel ugly
Humiliated
Sometimes I don't know who I am
I'm human and I'm still trying
Everything is a process
You have to make up in your mind to love yourself
And I have
Didn't know how to at first
I'm angry at myself
Sometimes I feel I hate myself
But I know I'm better than that
I've gotten laughed at all my life
And I'm a really sweet person
I don't take my meds
Sometimes I wonder if I need them because they make me feel sick too
I need help
I've done all I could
Sometimes I feel like I'm dying
I don't want to be dramatic
It's just so heavy I'm breaking down
Not everyday I cry but I do often, a lot
I'm tired, I'm drained
I didn't use to be like this
Do the feeling of stupid ever leave?
I don't mean any harm to myself or anyone
I love God and people a lot