I'm still not f**ing over it
You play like violins in a broken f**ing symphony
And I know this hurts for you, but I have no f**ing sympathy
Infectious cold, I've spent living with neglect
Yet I still can't let you go, and I'm still not f**ing over it
I know my suffering's what keeps you alive
And I know you f**ing love it
6 years I fell for this love, diguised in f**ing misery
My sinking ship, will you be the f**ing d**h of me?
You breathe only in withered lies, your perversion of distrust
Now another full length down and we're still not f**ing over this
And when your eyes become the looking gla**
Through which only reflect the f**ing past
Coneived in poignant everlasting despair
You fell in love with the evil that you bare
I can't forgive, I can't forget
(This dreams was ours, but you ripped it to shreds.)
There's no escape, I can't reflect
(The distance k**s me, but your presence's a threat.)
You traded everything for a life of broken promises
At 23, I've fallen out when you left me with this biterness
A frame of gla** and a love that's built on sorrow
Is a see through coffin for a heart that beats so hollow
I know this eats you alive
That which doesn't k** you just f**s with your mind
I can't forgive, I can't forget
(This dreams was ours, but you ripped it to shreds)
There's no escape, I can't reflect
(The distance k**s me, but your presence's a threat)
I will stay with you and cut right through
Through the essence of all that once was "like new."
Out of place and you died away
Leaving nothing but the mess that you made
For too long I have lived just another slave, bound by your torment
But I'm not afraid anymore
I am not your f**ing puppet
I am not your f**ing puppet!
The snow has has turned to rain, and now I hope you're f**ing happy
I can't forgive, I can't forget
(This dreams was ours, but you ripped it to shreds)
There's no escape, I can't reflect
(The distance k**s me, but your presence's a threat)
I will stay with you and cut right through
Through the essence of all that once was "like new."
Out of place and you died away
Leaving nothing but the mess that you made
6 years I fell for this dead look on your face
When the rain has washed away, what will be underneath?
A midnight breeze of chilled unease, when we began amiss
The haunting scent of Autum makes a scornful heart resist
A longing bliss in carnial stints of thighs gracing betwixt your hips
The harvest moon drapes aloft these graven, tattered crypts
Please just let me let you go
And kiss the life from my lips
To show me a love not even d**h can resist
MOVE
I am the boy with a thorn in his side
And I'm still not f**ing over it