Some days I feel fine, but then it starts and I'm gone.
I start to shake and my vision tightens I'm-
head first and I can't seem to open my mouth,
too short for anything.
I wanna be so strong for everyone
I wanna be that shoulder but sometimes my mind knocks the wind right out of me.
I need time to breathe, to focus, clean my room before the curtains back open, so the world can see the mess that I have made.
I hope you don't notice that I'm too weak,
I hope you never see this get the best of me.
I must remember I'm a work in progress too,
I can't forget my health to help you, though I want to.
I must remember I'm a work in progress too,
I am worthy of love, just as much as you.
I am worthy of love, I learned to love myself,
I learned to love myself.
I'm not a waste of your time I don't wanna be someone else,
I learned to love myself.
If I use words that I don't mean yet, in the hopes that repetition, will change the way I feel, is that okay?
Can I convince myself that way?
Or is that fake?
Do I become something I hate?
I hope you don't notice that I'm too weak,
I hope you never see this get the best of me.
I must remember I'm a work in progress too,
I can't forget my health to help you, though I want to.
I must remember I'm a work in progress too,
I am worthy of love, just as much as you.
I no longer hate myself for things that I cannot be,
I won't hold standards I cannot reach.
I must remember I'm a work in progress too
I can't forget my health to help you, though I want to.
I must remember I'm a work in progress too,
I am worthy of love, just as much as you.
(I am worthy of love, I learned to love myself.)
I no longer hate myself for things that I cannot be,
(I am worthy of love, I learned to love myself.)
I won't hold standards I cannot reach.