[Verse 1: Etta Bond]
Our love was bigger than hip-hop
Like finding something dope in a thrift shop
The first toke when you're pissed off
Like getting home drunk to your bed
Like a fast car needs a pit stop
Weren't into kissing, greet each other like we're mates
Tryna hold it down, act like it wasn't on a plate
Been looking for you ever since you got away
I'd drop it all, Alfie Moon, straight run up on your plane
But it wouldn't be the same
[Hook: Raf Riley]
Crazy how it changes, like I feel strange
Thinking of your name as if I never did love ya
Now I'm tryna place that old familiar face
It don't look the same, like I never did love ya
From running on my team to just a memory
Was it all a dream? Maybe I never did love ya
Funny how this sh** ain't always what it seems
[Verse 2: Etta Bond]
Almost in an instant, something changed
Feels different now when you say my name
I never tried to play games
You always set the pace, I just stepped the same
All I ever wanted was to give you what you want
Got no choice if you say you really want me gone
If you wanna stay then I swear I'll make it work
I'd be yours till I'm buried under six foot of dirt
In your T-shirt
[Hook: Raf Riley]
Crazy how it changes, like I feel strange
Thinking of your name as if I never did love ya
Now I'm tryna place that old familiar face
It don't look the same, like I never did love ya
From running on my team to just a memory
Was it all a dream? Maybe I never did love ya
Funny how this sh** ain't always what it seems
[Bridge: Etta Bond]
You, always on my mind
After all this time
Everywhere I go
I still feel you with me now
I barely get a smile
You'd think we'd never met
You'd never think
We used to be something
[Verse 3: A2]
I know I gotta find myself before I find you
Plus, I'm lying to myself until I find truth
Think I'm running out of luck, love it when I hit it but don't duck
They say nothing gets blinded in love, guess I'm blind too
Been this way for months
She thinks all the signs come from above
Told her all the scud for the night cruise
Look, but you can't touch
Giving her the eyes when we're at lunch
Now she wanna f** to one of my tunes
Swear she's always mad at me
Table for two, I think she's got split personalities
And all these magazines got her watching her calories
She's into galleries, wants to improve her salary
I'm tryna keep my sanity
Keep it on the lowkey, you know me
Blow trees like I'm smoky, voice box croaky
It hits me when I'm lonely
I swear I love her, then I hate her
I'm still tryna keep her like a goalie, for real
[Hook: Raf Riley]
Crazy how it changes, like I feel strange
Thinking of your name as if I never did love ya
Now I'm tryna place that old familiar face
It don't look the same, like I never did love ya
From running on my team to just a memory
Was it all a dream? Maybe I never did love ya
Funny how this sh** ain't always what it seems