Sit back collapsing into myself
Too many nights spent k**ing my brain cells
I get so everybody has a right to hate me
Not enough time for sincere apology
Drowning in her love for me
In the past last thing I see
Staring past the hatred in her eyes and on her lips
Wrapping round my broken neck I'll lose nothing to slip
Go down on my knees pray to my nothing god
Empty adorations taunting me
If only she could see me when I cry myself to sleep
Then when she looks down on me it's all in sympathy
Too much of a driver never getting back to sleep
I drop the six ton on myself, I drop the six ton on myself
Going back to my preoccupation with loving her to d**h
Felt blood and pushed the knife in shuddering her last breath
Revenge was never an option, no, it never was
But no one cares if I push the bu*ton leave the lights on with the water running
Pushed to the edge of noisomeness and d**h
Knotted tight like copulating snakes
Testing me when all I need to hear
Is her heart beat one last time