This beat is f**ing tight
(verse 1)
My room is a mess, so is my head, so is my life, and so is my bed
So over drinking and thinking about you, thinking about you and wishing i'm dead
I can't move on to the next without sending a text and we start this all over again
Thinking that exes are treasures, so i say i still want to be friends
I know that you don't, and neither do i, i know that you're high
Know that you'll start drinking wine, and crying, because we both know that i'm lying
Again, thats nothing new, not that you knew, but i think you suspect
Think you really been wishing me dead, thats a thing that i get
No better off with out you, but you're no better off with me
Doesn't take no gla** on the wall, for that to be something you see
You're all that i breathe, all that i dream, all that i write, all that i need
And you been making these songs, so i make them about you, you're all that i bleed
[Chorus x2]
I drink a little bit before i head to my room
But i'd drink vodka if i knew i'd stop remembering you
Yeah you know i'm unfocused, but you can't tell me i'm blue
Cause things changed, i know you noticed its true
(verse 2)
Theres something to do, i'm lost in the morning its nothing new
Mourning the morning, mourning the blue, morning the time that i spent all with you
You made this beat, beat my heart, beat my brain and you took me apart
I'm reusing lines to renew those lies, but it wasn't that hard
I'm far from a place that'll make me feel better, far from a place with beautiful weather
Far from reception i'll float like a feather, until you send a message i can't piece together
I can't mend whats been broken, i can't see whats been spoken
I can hear your heart beat but i can't get back whats stolen
Stole my mind, you filled it up, with liquor and love i'm drunk
But its the end of the year and i'm done, done done
Its december twenty fourth, and we're both here, alone
But I feel like we're together, but i still can't bring you home no
[Chorus x2]
I drink a little bit before i head to my room
But i'd drink vodka if i knew i'd stop remembering you
Yeah you know i'm unfocused, but you can't tell me i'm blue
Cause things changed, i know you noticed its true
Merry christmas
Merry christmas
Merry christmas
You were on my wishlist my wishlist yup
Merry christmas
Yea merry christmas
You were the only thing i had upon my wishlist. yeah
*humming*