[Intro]
Ay, trying to hold on
A n***a trying to hold on
I'm just trying to hold on....Lord
I'm just trying to hold on
[Verse: 2Ru3]
Caught in the middle of a spiritual actual battle that's going on now
Lyrical 44's on one side, RPG's on the other now
Got me feeling, as if I be he who be losing
As my spiritual synergy with G-o-d keep on oozing
Having me feeling that I'm lackin' actual capacity to be fightin'
Got me thinking in my mind maybe I should just be dyin'
Maybe suicide is the only way to escape it
I ain't quite sure what's going on but I know I need help of the greater
If you real, which I know you be, you need to help me
Cause I'm feeling as if maybe even I be he who be deemed helpless
Not trying to be selfish, but simply I want to grow
And it's other folks on the line, I'm talking the sense of the spirit and soul
I want 'em to grow, but how can they grow if I never show
How can they even know the truth if no one ever kick it in a flow
Spitting it vivid yo, spitting it so lyrical
Lord you already know what's going on
I'm trying to hold on steadily fighting getting sick of the anger
Got me thinking deep in my mind I wish I had me a banger
Spiritual fashion, commence to blastin', point it at the devil Epitome of he who be deemed a real spiritual ba*tard
Then I'm laughin' as I'm bussin', end of discussion
As I see his blood gushin'
And he falling to the ground 6 feet deep
And he's thinkin in his mind (Ohhhh), what happened
A real n***a got sick and tired of your rhine and commenced to steady blastin
You know what I'm sayin', stick 'em ha ha ha ha stick 'em
Moving on forward in life and commence to kicking dope lyrics
Like a lyrical 44 blowing holes in the dome of those who wana oppose
And attempt to corrode and erode the lyrical flow, but pimpin I know
I gots to keep on keepin' it true
In case you ain' t heard, my rap moniker, what, really be 2Ru3
That's what I do be doing and spewing pimpin', I'm only pursuing righteousness
Lettin' you know on the real what it is really in this life we live
We gotta keep fightin and strugglin, trudgin' and going
No matter how many times it be seeming we be hopeless
And I know sometimes you prolly be feeling as if really living isn't even a blessing
Within itself and
Actually if you wanna be having p-peace
You might as well go 'head and die n***a, sometimes n***a
You prolly be feeling deep in your mind really, why do I
Gotta deal with spiritual migraines
Have me feeling as if really on the real pimpin' that I'm insane
Cause I don't really wanna be dealing with this pain daily
Is there anybody here who got power, go head start praying
Help a brother who struggling, trying to be striving
Trying to be the epitome of he who be , bling bling bling you know, shining like a diamond
But it ain't about braggin' and boasting
It's about being the epitome and example for other ones who really wanna grow and see something
Actually be something
A r-o-l-e-m-o-d, l-e brother
For those who feeling as if they got nobody to see
As a road map for what it means... to see better things
[Outro]
Trying to hold on, baaabyyyyy
A n***a simply trying to hold on
Devil tormenting my soul
I'm just trying to hold on