[Verse 1: Eraesmus]
I want to move on in my life, wanna see more people in my sight
I want to pack my backbag and walk away in my jeans so tight
I've never been this right with my mind, this time and place are wrong
I've been here way too long, even though this is the place I've born in
Lost touch with everyting, I'm starting to feel all foreign
With people whose familiar to me, I rather be going
Forward and onwards to where abroads are
I'm getting bored with watching this all-season yellow yard
[Verse 1.5: Eraesmus]
I feel like generic people pa**ing through my hollow body
Like everyone was sloppy seconds in an empty lobby
Like there is no escape and there was nothing to do about it
No one answers from the cave I'm shouting in
I think I can't trust people who I'm counting in
So count me out, when you count me in
I am my own nemesis, I am the who's doubting me
But there are many people who's doubting if I be ever succeeded
But do I have everyting that is needed, huh?
f** no, f** those who think I get everything I want
Everything I want is everything I dream of
But can't have those until I see the world and move on
[Chorus: Eraesmus]
This era is bugging me, my whole life is f**ing me
My mind is dropping itself and s**ing me in
I can't let go eventhou I wanted to
‘Cause so many things keeping me attached to
This city, this period of time
Been in a point I felt I was actually dying
All I want to do is move on in my life
Forget everything and leave my past behind
[Verse 2: Eraesmus]
That girl made me go deeper than I've been before
Like I was wandering in to empty room with no door
Pa**ing time only thinking ‘bout her, lying on the floor
I went back few times just to see that have everything gon' wrong
Everything had gon' wrong, everything was my fault
I didn't try hard enough to get rid of her, still my mind chasing her
And yet same time thinking about a different girl
I'm feeling so damn absurd
I'm apologizing those who I hurt
‘Cause I didn't know who I was, I'm still on my search
I need to like myself at my worst first
Before I could be the best to anyone else
Been in a point only thing I could do was yell
But nothing never changes if I stay still
If I stay still, my life never will be fullfilled
With joy of living ‘cause all I want to do is live
[Chorus: Eraesmus]
This era is bugging me, my whole life is f**ing me
My mind is dropping itself and s**ing me in
I can't let go eventhou I wanted to
‘Cause so many things keeping me attached to
This city, this period of time
Been in a point I felt I was actually dying
All I want to do is move on in my life
Forget everything and leave my past behind