{Verse 1}
See you know I'm just chillin' I'm tryna' make amends
These crazy mother f**ers just want me to do em' in
They ain't seen the sh** I seen, and they tryna' ball
They'd have me locked up if they knew the things I done saw
sh** I was like eleven first time I saw crack cooked
Gotta get that rent money, problem is they get hooked
All I did was sling cabbage on my front porch
My mom is still locked up! sh**, she done took the wrong work
Problem is she got addicted to her own sh**
Crack commandment number four. NEVER do your own sh**
Money became tight as that crack rock would melt down
She wasn't moving sh**. Just enough to get around
But she taught me how to hustle when there's nothing left
But I knew she fell off, when she started with the theft
My crazy thoughts wanna make that fast money
But look where it got her JUST ANOTHER JUNKIE!
{Hook x2}
My crazy thoughts got me f**ed up, just like you
And I been, through it all that's why I don't like you. (and..)
{Verse 2}
I have a heart of gold but doubt destroys me
I never wanted much that's why this world annoys me
You can try your best but it's never enough
The world doesn't wanna recognize. That's why it's rough
You can give someone the world but them that's just jack sh**
So f** where we at, cuz' we won't amount to sh**
People bring us down at least once a day
We try but we can't put our feelings on layaway
You people don't know but I think about y'all everyday
Every little mistake I make, I just wanna fade away
And to all the people that listen to this thank you!
Anything negative homie I will just blank you!
To all the people still down with hip hop and rap
You're the reason why I'm still making these tracks
But if one day I gotta stand alone I will
Because to me I'll forever be ill
{Hook x2}
My crazy thoughts got me f**ed up, just like you
And I been, through it all that's why I don't like you. (and..)
{Verse 3}
Things are kinda okay now, not a daily struggle
Doesn't mean my thoughts change, let me grab a shovel
Just cuz' I got money now, doesn't mean I'll take sh**
I'll still do you in! And GLADLY let your brain split!
Because to me I'll never lose that mentality
My reality let's me know when to release brutality
I can't change who I was but who I'll be
Conceal me cuz' this sh**, is about to be real G
You'd be lying if you said that you didn't feel me
You'd be lying to me though, if you said you could heal me
Cuz' my crazy thoughts could really end my life!
Not suicidal but do dumb things in the night!
Between d**, hustling, and a f**ed up life
It all got me young so now I can see what's right
Time to think about sh** in a good way
Crazy thoughts got me f**ed up but hell, it's a good day
{Hook x2}
My crazy thoughts got me f**ed up, just like you
And I been, through it all that's why I don't like you. (and..)