[Verse 1: Envious]
Smokin' Thai leaves 'till my eyes bleed
Hope I die clean wit a dime piece
Hope my mom see I been through
Glad I ain't sleep with an IV
Glad I got tree, bring my mind peace
Sad I gotta leave but where I'll be..
Is where the sky be
In case they tryna find me
Impatient with the lies he's
Greatness in disguise please!
Give me a break for just a second..
A sample a break and that's my breakfast
Start my day off wit a lame job
f** a day job that's my message
I just wanna bless em wit my essence
Started independent..
Hard to start a car when the apartments raisin rent and I can't even get a car
And 'cause I keep makin bad investments
Feeling real defenseless
'cause I lately I been feeling like Im Wrestlin
Fightin' myself while I fightin' the devil
Write to keep me sane
Spill pain through the pencil
Brains on another level
Think twisted like a pretzel
And I'm wishin all these moments
Were a little less stressful
Lungs always sessful
Sprung from a cesspool
Strummin' all the strings of my soul just bless fools
But like
I crush mics like a bud light can
Can of a** whoopin' if you ain't look right man
And in seein' through the mist
Weeping' in the crib
While I'm thankful for the people who believin' in the kid
'Cause the demon that's within
Is tellin' me to quit
Is tellin' commit some felonies and let it rip like
[Chorus 1: Envious]
Everybody get down
Get layed down (x4)
[Gun shots: Unknown Source]
[Screams: Crowd]
[Incoherent Rambling: Source Unknown]
[Bomb Explosion: Planted C4]
[Record scratches and tape begins]