As I lift my trembling hands
I felt my spirit hoping she would understand
Finally pound the door, revealing fear and doubt
That struggle into this painful score...
There is no escape
I disbelieve, time has deceived me, as I can't conceive
What this door would now unveil
I'm going blind! The sight of Lillian invades my mind
But resembles in our precious youthful daughter Sophia
I beg to God: don't mock me
I'm weaker, withhold my heart!
(Hold me, love me, please forgive me)
I never meant to abandon you this way!
(Spare me, hear me, never tell me)
The sufferings that I have made you pay!
Cry no more my dear, your daddy's finally here
So say goodbye to all your fears
Do not feel ashamed, my lunacies are far away
I'm here to make it up to you
Wont ever leave you again
(Through the window, snow arrives)
Through the window, crystal white
(As we embrace each other we both cry)
As I embrace I die
(Her tender kisses fill out my wounds)
Your tender kisses cure my wounds
Daddy, stop your mourning
Lord, please tell me why have you forsaken me?
For our Lady Madness' haunting me
As the pureness of her lips
Suddenly touched my own
Dear daughter, will you dare to punish me?
Fright consumes my soul
When she becomes Lillian in my own dreams
Ghost of the past, returning to haunt me
In my weakest last!
(Fading, losing, and confusing)
Same flesh and blood in need for unity!
(Daddy, love me, I'll be your muse)
As beautiful as our own symmetry!
What in the world have I done to my poor child?
Silently I feel her breath
Running warm and softly across my chest
I try to understand my misery
Do I owe her this much?
(Hate me, leave me, lock me)
And I cry, 'cause I tried
Now I plead my sanity to God
(Hate me, leave me, k** me)
In her name, didn't hesitate
Oh dear Lord, please take my life