[Verse 1]
I never said anything, cause we don't even talk
Anymore, blackboard on the wall, but no more chalk
And when you start talking, is when I wish
I found a remote and just mute it, switch
The channel, why do I even watch this show
I hate the cast, hate the plot, I don't know
Guess took a dive and went with the flow
But I'm tired of drowning - please, just let me go
Why do you even bother asking me what I think
You'll still do what you want, still do your thing
I don't have strength to argue with you anymore
Why you trying to stab, my heart's already sore
But in the end it's me who didn't send a letter
It's all my fault, sure, you always knew better
You always waited for me to drop the ball
We both made efforts to destroy it all
But if it's all on me then I'll better call Saul
[Verse 2]
I don't care if your world is dying today
I know I wasn't invited to it anyway
And now you say you can't forgive me
Looking back, wish I could have foreseen
I'd never ask for you under my christmas tree
All I want for next is for you to return my key
I'm not preaching, so I don't ask you to believe
They say gotta work on relationship - I'm on sick leave
Easy to say - we were not meant to be
I guess we didn't try - I don't believe in destiny
You are a good girl, but you're not good for me
Maybe one day, in a couple of years you'll see
What you did to me, but don't call me to say
That you want me back, cause there's no way
To un-see what I've seen and un-hear what I've heard
Memories haunting me - this, us - it's an absurd
Cause I don't get how did we go from sitting by the sea
Hiding from the sun under palm trees
To what we have now - I can't even define
How the f** did we fall off that cloud nine
This is not how we had our lives designed
I want to come back to old us, but access is denied
[Verse 3]
What would happen if - guess we'll never know
You fight me, i fight you back - quid pro quo
So you say you got me all figured out
That I need you like air, I can't live without
Well, guess what, watch me go
Watch me walk away towards the horizon
I won't even turn my head round to look if
You're standing in the window, staring at me
We both robbed - but I'm the criminal
We brewed our beer, but it's not drinkable
So I won't cry because it spilled
No, I didn't ask for my gla** to be re-filled
Don't want you, don't want anybody - I'm done
Put Nike's on, shut the door and I'm gone
All I need is a bottle of Goose from liquor store
Drink it up, up, up until it hurts no more
So it's over, it's official, can't say that I'm thrilled
Both got blood on our hands but I'm the one who k**ed