At night I can't sleep, I toss and turn
Candles lit, sweat dripping down my neck
The only feeling that I never forget is fear
Feel my heart skip tell me will I disappear?
I can feel the insanity building!
I feel em' watching me even when I'm watching the ceiling
My friends phoney, half of em' is actors and rats
And I could be a chiropractor the way I'm watching my back
My girl say "you never trust me, you're something else!"
How can I trust you when I don't even trust myself
I'm selfish
Dodge help when I'm helpless
Nobody else can help me until they felt this!
Man, I'm so alone
I hear my head ringing or maybe it's just the phone
My heartbeat burn, beating outta my chest
I'm past feeling depressed I feel f**ing possessed
I'm so, so
[Hook: Haley]
So high, and my dreams keep crashing down, down
My dreams keep falling
So high, and my dreams keep crashing down, down
My dreams keep falling
They say the gra** always greener on the other side
I say that sh**'s a muthaf**in lie!
Cuz even my best days stay covered in haze
I smoke weed just to cover my RAGE or maybe, maybe
I smoke weed just because I'm afraid of everything in life
That goes the opposite of right
Every night's a fist fight, I gotta take a hit
I don't know if I'm scared of my life or scared of the trip
Mentality of addiction I can't tell the difference between dreams and reality
sh** is sickening
I have visions that talk and I listen
Making predictions of dark futures that I could live in
I wanna quit but the same sh** holdin' me up is tearing me down, down
I can't stop now
Shaking
Thinking of puttin' the pot down
The lighter is hot now
The pain is forgot now
I'm...
[Hook]