[Verse 1]
I don't want to meet people
I don't really want to party
Partly
I just want to commit to one shawty
Sorry
Seems that this wish is never granted
Granted, i can barely keep my body standing
Famished
I'm drained through my skull gone as another part of me
Daydreams a dagger penetrating main arteries
Camaraderie
Keeping me afloat but for so long
To Voltron my pride keeps me greedy til i so com
So calm - red dot power in this old bomb
Finger on the trigger cooking hope without the rhubarb
Woke up on the couch feeling stout i hit a new bar
Of crazy when my aim was for the Psyduck not the Dewgong
I'm a self loathing hatred seeping deeper than a racist
Instigating segregation infiltrating second nature
Inter-trading with ideals k**ing with the blunt of blade
Just to wake up interrupted recognizing he's Jamaican
And he's always lived for nothing
And this nothing is sustained
Chained - to his thoughts with some research
Learning through eraser
That the change of an ideal is as fragile as the paper
That he writes on
Solemn heaven's mighty as a prologue
Warmer in my heart so i'm always getting low balled
Reaching for the f**ing sky with no arms
Hold on
Suicide's the highway to a new calm -
Shape-shifting outlaw til i'm oolong
Who's wrong - ooh god
Please Neil Tyson don't test me
My minds been elevated since dairy f**ed nestle
So grab your graham cracker Aubrey marsh is always messy