It's hard to figure out, where you went wrong when you already lost faith in self-reflection
‘You need to find something to hold onto' they say
Let me feel anything
Am I too blind to see what's k**ing me?
Am I too blind?
Am I too blind to see what's k**ing me?
I am addicted to the thought that I could see what is going to happen, it's not easy to focus on something new, when it's the past that keeps dragging you down
Dig that hole
Then fall in
And everything is way too heavy
Wish it away
Wish it away
I lost track of all the things. I found no light
The clocks are ticking, I'm not moving
Am I too blind to see what's k**ing me?
Am I too blind?
Am I too blind to see what's k**ing me?
Dear uncertainty, help me to remove my doubts
I am anxious
Help me
Help me out
I'm still the best at destroying everything that I helped build
It was me
All I was asking for was a normal life
Now I'm twenty-eight and I feel broken