Found out how scared you were
To ask how I knew everything
But not how I ever blamed you.
I know you were never aware,
So how could you say
"Sorry, how could I take and take
and never think of you?
I'm not sorry I don't care about you."
Found out how little I felt
When I stepped back and heard you say,
"It's not my fault - I was raised this way."
And I'll be damned if I pity you
Like I used to do
When I still loved you.