I know how to eat and I know how to starve
And boy, I know how to preach and how to listen to God
And I know how to reach and how to pull back my arm
Yeah, I know how to heal and boy, I know how to harm
I was born in a car, my mama didn't even let out a yell
We in the hospital room, that sh** resembled a cell
She was working triple shifts, we had to fend for ourselves
No computer so my teacher said I'd never excel
My Spanish teacher would flirt, she pretty but she a bird
Rode my dick for an A, she graded me on a curve
In a Catholic school, ain't pray but we go to church
Played with them b**hes' skirt, they labeled us immature
I say the way that you learn is some sin
I got a fire inside so Hell exists in every person within
f** you could be a prayer that sincere as Amen
While our father could get lost in the wind, right?
If all fathers were to talk with their kids, it'd be a different world
But mom is off getting s**ed off by different girls
All I want is a plush loft, a broad I can trust
Called her and would not stall and the doctor give referrals
Yeah so you can walk into the fast life
Wear a black light, it'll show you what you did last night
I'm half Spanish and I'm half White so I'm fully f**ing confused
On what the f** I should act like but all I know about's bad hoes
Going out, backbone blowing out, mad coke and dro around
And jealousy a disease, the sh**'ll go around
Infecting everyone you connect with till it slow you down
So I don't never let a nay-sayer say sh**
I ain't playing games sh**, I ain't say the same sh**
I been changing everyday when you working for something
Yo, why the f** you stay the same? We outta here