[1st Verse - Emerson Brooks]
It replays in my head
Set a blaze this bed
Just in case you forget
We should of never left you
Would you of had my eyes
And seen my reason why
I took your chance to fly
In retrospect to life
[Hook]
I'm on my way to get it right for the first time in my life
You may not see it now but all I need from is you is to be around / can you please
[2nd Verse – Flex]
How can I bring a life inside of this earth
When I all I see in front of me is not would I prefer
For them to live in, Life's got me feeling imprisoned
Not even thinking, given indecision a listen
I been stressing, which in turn brings into question
My past, present and the future of my plan of progression
But don't step in, and say you can relate my pain
Better refrain from the same weak attempts that you claim
Can make a change, I've seen the most frigid of weather with no sweater
Never tell me that it gets better, enjoy pressure
So I'm on the edge of my seat, hoping to see what I can be when motivation is weak
Now would it seem that I'm fit to start a family tree
When it's so clear to see this enemy has always been me
What could it be that's got me so up in arms
I need to know to give me to reason to keep pushing on
Trying to be strong
[3rd Verse – Sha Prince]
Try to numb the pain runaway from black clouds
In a lifestyle steps taken so fragile
Cracks any moment feeling cursed in my gla** house
Pins and needles directed evil
Confined in the younger mind in they search of freedom
I try to understand what's missing
My father figure was slipping
Outside our door forever until his body lifted
Years later I was gifted with my baby girl
To bad he left us in misery
Before his curtain closed but life moves on we in delivery
My 2nd child see's the world
She the apple of my eye love her to d**h
Come back reborn and love her more
For eternity my journey is this
To be a father that do really exist
9th inning pitch still there routing for that team
I love them both they was made by a queen that's undeniable